This video is a compilation of other videos that were all posted (to my old YouTube account: Here2DayGone2Morro) at one time or another. They were all recorded before May 11th 2008, the day I was hospitalized at a Behavioral Health institution for 1 week.
Bipolar Disorder (I and II) is NOT a joke or an imaginary disorder!
I hope that my videos will help others in the world who suffer from BPD. I want them to know that they are not alone. I want them to know that it’s okay…..I want them to know that we are normal….I want them to know that there is help out there for us. The longer we wait to get help, the harder it gets. As the disorder gets worse, it gets harder to seek the help that we need.
I was tired of losing family members and friends because of my behavior and couldn’t deal with it anymore…..so I chose to seek help.
Yes, it is VERY hard to admit having a mental disorder but you can’t run from it.
For more information –
http://www.webmd.com/bipolar-disorder/bipolar-2-disorder
http://www.webmd.com/bipolar-disorder/default.htm
Thanks for hanging in there with me!
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25 Responses to “Bipolar Disorder II”
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stay strong i know …
stay strong i know a few people who were bi polar, they are all right now it does come to an end and your mind does heal but it just takes time…
I’m a spouse of …
I’m a spouse of someone with bipolar for 13 years..oh my god. Just oh my god. I don’t feel angry anymore but I feel sorry for her.
Wow. You show …
Wow. You show incredible courage to share both your highs and lows with complete strangers like us.
I was diagnosed as manic-depressive before I found out that birth control was causing my mood swings. My moods seem to have leveled out but I will never forget how it felt to be happy/hyper, yet always fear deep down that I would crash in a few days.
Thank you so much for sharing your story, stay strong. You’ve touched so many people with these videos.
i friend of mine …
i friend of mine has bipolar disorder also, it’s a struggle for her also but she’s thriving through it, i got so much respect for you in sharing this info
hang in there i …
hang in there i have advanced cycling bibolar just keep strong
You are great if …
You are great if you were someone I knew near me we could be friends. Get whatever help you need because you are a beautiful person. I watched you lose weight too you go girl
your beautiful …
your beautiful darling!
hang in there
my cousin has …
my cousin has bipolar 2 and has reasontly got swine flu and now his dad wants nothing to do with him. so we are taking it in turns to look after him. i understand how you feel..stay strong and you’ll get through it.
I too am Bipolar …
I too am Bipolar Type II w/ Anxiety. I consider myself to be pretty brave but I would have never posted this. She’s definitely ballsy!
God, that me …
God, that me off too! I’ll be all smiling and happy and the next thing I know, someone will ask me if I took my medicine today. Then when I hit the roof about being asked, I’m supposedly “cycling.” This disorder sucks.
not to seem …
not to seem immature but i’m believed to have a bipolar disorder i’m supposed to be on prozac or zoloft to stay cool but now i smoke weed … try it you’ll be fine or just try to laugh at this comment…. btw i have three different personalities just to feel content with life… one’s name is chuck and he keeps trying to kill me – never mind
you know what i …
you know what i really hate…it’s when people point out to me that i’m manic (not meaning any harm i know). i spend so much time being depressed and when i’m finally feeling good…someone points out that it’s just because i’m sick (at least that’s what i hear).
yeah I am on meds, …
yeah I am on meds, adderoll, topomax,wellbutrin, klonopin, and valium prn….it’s just really bad for me right now I feel no one understands me =(
You’re gonna be …
) Are you taking any meds right now? NO you are NOT alone……there are so many of us out here…..unfortunately 
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You’re gonna be just fine!
I didn’t know you …
I didn’t know you had this type of video… I just got out of the hospital, I was on psych for 6 weeks, last night I tried to jump out of a car. I have BP 1, I am soo manic right now, I am cheating on my husband, but I ccan’t control the impulsive behavior, watching this is make me cry… I thought I was alone. I feel like I am losing it, I might go back to the hospital. Please message me.
You are AWESOME. I …
You are AWESOME. I really appreciate your vids. Thank you so very much. Big Hugs!!
I know EXACTLY how …
I know EXACTLY how you’re feeling. I have bipolar too. I know how low and worhtless the depression is and how awesome and high the mania is. Hang in there
Hola Mami – I am …
Hola Mami – I am Miguel Alejandro and I am
living with Schizoaffective Disorder which is a mix of Major Depression and Schizophrenia (paranoid thoughts beliefs and voices etc) I just wanted to let you know I feel you. My very best friend has
Bipolar Disorder so I can relate to you there as well. We can must and will make it…
sending you love and light,
Miguel
Hey…Im sending a …
Hey…Im sending a Hug…..
Sometimes life tries to suck the Life out of you….when it does just hold on…just reach out….
I’ll keep you in my thoughts through out the day and the days to come….so if you feel like someone is there giving you a little push ahead….go with it !
Oh my gosh, I …
Oh my gosh, I totally know what this feels like. I also have Bipolar II, and man…You are BRAVE for posting this.
Thank you, sis.
Thank you, sis.
I have “bipolar II” …
I have “bipolar II” and Generalized Anxiety Disorder…it’s good that you have the strength and the courage to fight it like this without hiding it. the stigma keeps it behind closed doors so much that us the patients make it even worse just by trying to handle it behind closed doors all the time. thanks for the video.
Hi,
I really hope …
Hi,
I really hope your meds are still helping you. I also have Bipolar Disorder Type 2 but I don;t think to the same level you have suffered. I really hope your life is looking up. Take care, Rebecca
Hi Amy,
Thanks …
Hi Amy,
Thanks for being so real and having the courage to post this. I get sick of having to wear a mask all the time. You seem like you are doing well right now I hope it stays that way..
I have a daughter, …
I have a daughter, and i know exactly what you are saying. I look at her picture, and think what will happen if i left her here w/out me. Then i beat my thoughts up for even thinking such things. But sometimes, you do just want to close your eyes, and sometimes forever. Thank you for sharing your story, good luck to you.